Tuesday, September 05, 2006

independance day laa sgt!!!

31 August→ A day that should be the pinnacle point of elation for every Malaysian as Malaysians, a day Malaysians should wave our national flag, Jalur Gemilang and march on the streets in the outskirts of their homes.

And what actually was I doing that day?

Thanks to my big fat trying-to-be-a-hero mouth which in a knee-jerk response asked the lecturer to postpone the micro-processing mid-term examination. Why did I even stick my head above the parapet?!

Worst, I also had my communication principles mid-term examination on Merdeka eve! Have a heart, man- Merdeka eve ni! And everyone else was at the stadium celebrating with fireworks blasting through the air every now and then…

I should have asked for the exam to be postponed after the break so we’d have more time to study. Ceh, as if it would make any difference to my marks.hehe…

But this is an exam I’m talking about here, wouldn’t want tp spoil the ship for a hap’orth of tar…

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“Sometimes, we just couldn’t understand why, but we sure have to have faith in His will.”-she told me once…

27th August 2006-A date that would be the pinnacle of her grief and the lowest point in her life so far…her beloved father passed away, may Allah bless him…

Losing someone who had all along be by our side no matter what happens, teaching what’s right and what’s right indeed is like taking apart of us and cast it away…

It’s times like this that really make people think and reconsider everything in life all over again…and the love that can never reconcile…

There would never be another ayah for her and there would never be anyone who could replace him......

And the saddest part of the whole lot, is to see her mom.... as strong as she tried to be, i could never imagine the anguish of losing the one that u truly love... the one who had shared a lifetime with her..... who's more then just a husband to her, more than just soul mates...more than just another character in her journal....... it's a part of her that make them whole...complete...

al-fatihah and may god bless the blessed soul of her father

“I've learned that you should always leave loved ones with loving words. It may be the last time you see them.”